Kaukau’s Blog

I’m always thinking about what I want to do and now it’s time to do as the time to act will only ever be done in the now! So let’s act and be done with time!

Excuses for not acting are for the thinkers who just think! For many years I’ve been intending to write but it’s so easy to put down the proverbial pen and discontinue writing, because of an unabiding fear of how I will be perceived.  Not by strangers or even people I know, but by myself.

— Kaukau (3 December 2019).
May 2015 Northcote

A couple of years ago, my eldest son Kyle, his father Boris and I were sitting at a Maccas restaurant and I lamented that I’d not led an eventful life and, Kyle stated that I hadn’t led an eventful life before moving to Australia. I corrected him and said, “since Ive moved to Australia”. He corrected me by saying that my life had been eventful for what I had done for others.  Poignantly true.  However, I don’t always receive thank yous and people aren’t grateful for the things I’ve done for them, in fact I’m often  shunned for it.  Thus, I stopped helping everyone else and started focussing on myself.  

Sunday April 19 2020 – Alot had changed thanks to COVID19 and I’ve been focusing much of my energy creatively, studying, writing, gardening, DIY, taking and using my myriad of photographs, learning Te Reo, vocal practice and engaging with people in person. My entire world has changed because I have removed all mental limits and opened myself up fully to myself and thus, others.


What am I about?

Evolution of self and elucidating the pathways for others to see.

This blog is about how I worked through insanity and slowly began to practise my way to sanity and now my journey is pushing me to a state of no-mind where I can no longer cause problems for myself or for others. Practise makes permanent and it’s nice to be able to see through the illusions. Now all my life and professional skills coupled with my education and passions have culminated to enable me to help you see your path. It’s there in front of you ….. visit Facebook.com/kaukau.life. 

There is no such thing as good times or bad times……… there are simply situations where somethings are great and one is grateful and some situations where somethings aren’t so great and ones nerves are grated! The latter applies to me 99% of the time!!!!!!!

8 March 2017
December 2019 Preston

Music is my passion and I love all genres. However, I spend very little time listening to music, as I’ve given up music for a number of years. This I aliken to ripping one’s heart and soul out of one’s body! To numb the excruciating pain, I became obsessed with my youngest son Amani’s sport.

No good comes of obsession, no matter how honourable one says one’s intentions are!

  • There are always repercussions.
  • There are always victims.

The underlying premise of pain, anger, resentment and loathing is always fear!

Fear will always make itself manifest because one invests energy into it by thinking about it!

  • The thing and or person that one fears the most is in the mirror.

It’s fed by the toxic thinking mind, which inhibits joy and creativity.

Who am I? I am you!

Although, this is my journey. Perhaps you’ll see yourself reflected in my footsteps and learn where to step!

December 2019 Preston

There are people who walk the talk, and people who talk the walk. Over the years, I’ve had to walk the talk of others and, in turn I’ve made my sons walk other people’s talk.  Number 1 question to ask …….. why?

Entrapment of fear is changeable!

Kaukaus.life Change usually arises when the situation being dealt with becomes unbearable ...... until then, people will remain trapped by fear of the unknown. 
What do you really know?

Leading causes of death in Australia

CoVid 19 has been around for less than 2 years and there have been fewer than 1478 deaths YET it warrants all of the health focus, has cost trillions of dollars in lost productivity, vaccines and propaganda and kept us all prisoners.


Causes of death in Australia 2020
Taken from the Australian Bureau of Statistics 12 October 2021

Leading cause of death Ischaemic Heart Disease 

6703 deaths 1 January to 30 June 2021
6611 deaths 1 January to 30 June 2020

2nd leading cause of death 
(includes Alzheimer disease)


7519 deaths 1 January to 30 June 2021
7265 deaths 1 January to 30 June 2020

3rd leading cause of death 
Cerebrovascular Disease 
(disorders that affect blood flow and circulation to the brain ie stroke)


4393 deaths 1 January to 30 June 2021

4489 deaths 1 January to 30 June 2020

4th leading cause of death 
Malignant neoplasm of trachea, 
bronchus and lung
(Lung cancer)

	8457 out of 24137

4393 deaths 1 January to 30 June 2021

4489 deaths 1 January to 30 June 2020

5th leading cause of death 
Respiratory Disease 
(ie pneumonia, influenza, chronic lower respiratory disease eg emphysema and chronic bronchitis)


6257 deaths 1 January to 30 June 2021 	

6177 deaths 1 January to 30 June 2020

38th leading cause of death 
CoVid 19 


510 deaths so far in 2021
If the government wanted to eliminate 4 of the 5 top causes of death, then fast and processed food, cigarettes and alcohol would be eradicated. However, these generate move revenue than it costs to manage these health issues!

“Who me, yes you, couldn’t be, then who?” Who stole the Cookie from the Cookie Jar

Honesty is the best policy …. right!

Stop waiting for the world to change first!

kaukaus.life Stop waiting for the world to change first! When you change you ..... you change the world! If you listen to John Mayer and wait for the world to change, you'll wait, forever!
If you listen to John Mayer and wait for the world to change, you’ll wait, forever!


Consider this: The best you will only be found in the worst version of yourself.
Where you will find yourself!

We are connected!

You’re not alone!

Leave the shopping lists for shopping

Knowing who you are requires no thinking!

Look and learn!

Mirror mirror on the wall – am I the Evil Queen or Snow White or ?

Learn to be safe in the unknown!

Fear requires time and practise!

What are you really paying for fear?

Why hold onto fear? ​
 Fear has a financial cost, an emotional cost, a mental cost, a physical cost and, costs time.  ​
What's the pay dirt? ​
The true cost of fear.
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