Kaukau’s Blog

I’m always thinking about what I want to do and now it’s time to do as the time to act will only ever be done in the now! So let’s act and be done with time!

Excuses for not acting are for the thinkers who just think! For many years I’ve been intending to write but it’s so easy to put down the proverbial pen and discontinue writing, because of an unabiding fear of how I will be perceived.  Not by strangers or even people I know, but by myself.

— Kaukau (3 December 2019).
May 2015 Northcote

A couple of years ago, my eldest son Kyle, his father Boris and I were sitting at a Maccas restaurant and I lamented that I’d not led an eventful life and, Kyle stated that I hadn’t led an eventful life before moving to Australia. I corrected him and said, “since Ive moved to Australia”. He corrected me by saying that my life had been eventful for what I had done for others.  Poignantly true.  However, I don’t always receive thank yous and people aren’t grateful for the things I’ve done for them, in fact I’m often  shunned for it.  Thus, I stopped helping everyone else and started focussing on myself.  

Sunday April 19 2020 – Alot had changed thanks to COVID19 and I’ve been focusing much of my energy creatively, studying, writing, gardening, DIY, taking and using my myriad of photographs, learning Te Reo, vocal practice and engaging with people in person. My entire world has changed because I have removed all mental limits and opened myself up fully to myself and thus, others.


What am I about?

Evolution of self and elucidating the pathways for others to see.

This blog is about how I worked through insanity and slowly began to practise my way to sanity and now my journey is pushing me to a state of no-mind where I can no longer cause problems for myself or for others. Practise makes permanent and it’s nice to be able to see through the illusions. Now all my life and professional skills coupled with my education and passions have culminated to enable me to help you see your path. It’s there in front of you ….. visit Facebook.com/kaukau.life. 

There is no such thing as good times or bad times……… there are simply situations where somethings are great and one is grateful and some situations where somethings aren’t so great and ones nerves are grated! The latter applies to me 99% of the time!!!!!!!

8 March 2017
December 2019 Preston

Music is my passion and I love all genres. However, I spend very little time listening to music, as I’ve given up music for a number of years. This I aliken to ripping one’s heart and soul out of one’s body! To numb the excruciating pain, I became obsessed with my youngest son Amani’s sport.

No good comes of obsession, no matter how honourable one says one’s intentions are!

  • There are always repercussions.
  • There are always victims.

The underlying premise of pain, anger, resentment and loathing is always fear!

Fear will always make itself manifest because one invests energy into it by thinking about it!

  • The thing and or person that one fears the most is in the mirror.

It’s fed by the toxic thinking mind, which inhibits joy and creativity.

Who am I? I am you!

Although, this is my journey. Perhaps you’ll see yourself reflected in my footsteps and learn where to step!

December 2019 Preston

There are people who walk the talk, and people who talk the walk. Over the years, I’ve had to walk the talk of others and, in turn I’ve made my sons walk other people’s talk.  Number 1 question to ask …….. why?

Insomnia is a problem so I choose to say that my sleeping patterns are askew …..

Problems exist because we think they’re problems and have a aversive reaction to them …. programming derived to make us feel terrible. Also, open us up to being exploited by a materialistic world that wants to buy a solution.

Trust means being OK with whatever arises and know you can deal with life’s challenges, gracefully!

Controlling people and situations stems from a fear that one can’t deal with something that goes awry, due to a lack of confidence in oneself.

A silent mind equals joy!

The mind is a great tool for getting things done, so when you’re finished with it, turn it off!

Insanity is created and nurtured so too is intelligence, so choose what you practise.

When one lives in the part, one only lives in a straight jacket, restricted and trapped.

We all have choose our reality by energising what we want 🧐

The universe doesn’t understand “DON’T” so stop using it ….. “Don’t touch” spoken to a child always results in the child touching because that’s what’s being programmed. Instead use “ keep your hands away from ….”

Childhood set me up beautifully to fail 🤨

I created hell for my family and I 🥺

We create and make manifest our fears by energising them, discussing and thinking about them …. invariably we also create the solutions for them and the capacity to cope with them 🥲

Our worst nightmare is our bet teaching tool 😳

Eckhart Tolle pointed the way to a better way of living 🤪

Be the little pockets of silence, where you know without information 🧐

Get out of your way by pushing beyond what your mind tells you is normal

I Practice what I Preach ….. If I’m not working hard, I’ll stay home 😓

How I learnt to Get out of my own way…. still practicing 😂🤣

A life changing conversation in 2005, the most challenging year of my life that taught me to trust in my capabilities!
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