The answers we are looking for are always in the same place, within us and all we need to do is breathe to stop the thinking mind and they will appear!
I spent most of my life searching for information in libraries, online, on screen and from other people. But, I always fell short of the mark. Slowly, I began to look inside my mind and I began picking apart memories and emotions that were detrimental to my life. I advise you to do the same.