How can I see if I’m only using my mind to grieve … but then I then I remember, whatever!

How can I see if I’m only using my mind to grieve … but then I then I remember, whatever!

“In another way,  from another point of view” … DB Boulevard.

After almost 5 months in New Zealand I’d forgotten why until I saw this artwork and then I remembered why I love just because …

“I do believe in fairies I do, I do” Finding Neverland

In my normal environment, I can handle anything. Handling everything in an abnormal environment is very challenging and it’s here that I need to practise being awesome the most …. “I do believe in fairies” … simply means, believe in the impossible because if you focus hard enough, the impossible becomes reality!

When my sons’ father had a heart attack 5 years ago my 13 year old fell apart and I told him to pull his shit together and fall apart afterwards.

Two and a half weeks after my brother’s accident, this is me invoking my right to fall apart.

CoVID19 is a tangible threat that forced humanity together in isolation.

Thought forms have caused more devastation and unnecessary loss of life, livelihoods, infrastructure, environmental damage and fear than any human pandemic. Have we learnt nothing in the past 2 months?

“Not good enough, even now as I sing there’s a little voice inside my head that says, I’m not good enough”!

My youngest son carves it up on the field and the court and yet, I’m not good enough. My eldest son he’s a mess because he’s only ever heard me say, You’re not good enough” I think I wrote that song in 2015, probably at the height of my insanity. I sing it now withContinue reading ““Not good enough, even now as I sing there’s a little voice inside my head that says, I’m not good enough”!”

“Not good enough, even now as I sing there’s a little voice inside my head that says, I’m not good enough”!

My youngest son carves it up on the field and the court and yet, I’m not good enough. My eldest son he’s a mess because he’s only ever heard me say, You’re not good enough” I think I wrote that song in 2015, probably at the height of my insanity. I sing it now withContinue reading ““Not good enough, even now as I sing there’s a little voice inside my head that says, I’m not good enough”!”

“Not good enough, even now as I sing there’s a little voice inside my head that says, I’m not good enough”!

My youngest son carves it up on the field and the court and yet, I’m not good enough. My eldest son he’s a mess because he’s only ever heard me say, You’re not good enough” I think I wrote that song in 2015, probably at the height of my insanity. I sing it now withContinue reading ““Not good enough, even now as I sing there’s a little voice inside my head that says, I’m not good enough”!”